I so need some advice right now. I really need to talk to someone.

but I just can’t. It’s so complicated. I don’t even know where to start. No one would get it unless they knew the details but there are too many.

My whole stupid life is just one huge fucking circle. And on the way round, i collected a load more crap. So now, I’m back at the beginning, but with a lot of extra stuff.

I really wish this would all just go away. All of it. Me included.