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Conclusion about my experiment:

Pretending to be all I-love-myself and confident for the day was… weird. Honestly, it just made me uncomfortable. I felt like pollyanna and it made me feel fake.

I hate posting fake sickly happy happy stuff just for the sake of it. I’d rather just do what truly appeals to me. I have enough trouble doing that. I’m always worrying about what everyone thinks.

On the plus side, I did post one or two things that I’d never have had the guts to normally in case people thought I was big-headed, and it felt kinda nice to have the guts and to post things I WANT to believe or feel. I’ll try to do more of that.